It hurts. Oh my god, it hurts so bad. It's such a big change, such a different way.
But I know I am doing the right thing. For me, for us. There's no chance to keep on a romance based on nothing. And you know I'm saying the thruth. There are so many things to be changed, and it must be done by our own. If it's supposed to be, it will be. If it's not, it happens. I've had great times with you. And you are part of me, as I'm part of you.
BUt I need sometime to think. To live, to be.
And you need it to.

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