I'm seeing my babe tomorrow! That's so cool, I'm so happy!
Things are doing very well. Today, I've packed most of my stuff to move, and I am quite tired. Tonight, we will eat pizza somewhere, and some french speakers are coming home. Isn't it cool?
I am feeling a bit insecure. I can't really explain.
Have to go now, love ya!

Hey guys!
Rio de Janeiro is still looking like hell. School's days are being quite busy, and I am really tired. I have been studying from 7:00 am until 7:00 pm. Cool, ahn?
Well, now I am almost a cancer specialist. Really, the amount of websites I've searched yesterday about cancer and it's treatments is amazing. I'm amazed with myself!
Things are doing fine. I'm still learnig to deal with distance and it's pain, but I'm really confident I'll get by. I have LOTS of things to do before going to Valença this weekend (with God's bless), so I ain't got many leisure time, if you catch what I mean.
Mom's away tonight, and there's no away to arrange a party. That's kinda sad!
Taina's been here today, and we cheated as long as we needed. She is so sweet, I really missed her. My bedroom is a mess, and I'm supposed to clean it all before going to sleep. I still have to pack my stuff to move (Yes, we are moving! Finally!).
I am not sure if I'm happy with this or not. Moving is not a bad idea, but I am preety sure I will miss this house. It is soo big, and I fit in it, you see?
Well, gotta go right now.
I will try to come here tomorrow, even if I'm the only one who does it.
Lots of love,
Ana.

Hey folks!
Things are doing fine. Home is hot as hell, impossible to stay. Rio is definitely burning. Can you imagine CEFET? Yes, you feel like melting. And you still have to study.
Heart's still aching, as I said in the earliest post. We cannot decode future, unfortunately. I feel like a little girl, with no life/love experience. Dumb, actually. But I am not complaining, be sure of that. I have never been that happy, that complete. He makes me smile every morning, even if what I really what is to cry, because I miss him.
And I miss some others. My sisters, my half. My mom and dad, my little brother. Oh man, how I do miss them!
Just to note, my spine is killing me. I hate this.
Well, going back to the main subject, I know there's nothing I can do to change this situation. I want him, I need him. But should I leave everything I've conquered until now? Would it be wise? I don't think so.
Well, he is my boy, and I am his girl. Nothing, and no one, can possibly change that.
Lots of love,
Ana :)

Heart's aching. I need you, I want you. It' painful to be that away.
I want your breath. I want your smile, next to me. I want to feel your skin, you love.
Oh my god, it hurts.

Hey guys!
Long time without coming, isn't it? I sincerely apologize, but I've been at Valença, spending my vacations with my baby :)
Well, things are goig right. Today I'm feeling a bit strange, did somethings not that nice, and mum's sad with me. I don't question her reason, 'cause I know she is right. But I'm quite confused with my life, and I need sometime with myself to think.
School's going okay. Maybe I'll need a couple days to get used to my busy schedule, but I think I'll get by (ps: it's 00:00 right now, so strange).
Spanish course is doing fine, I really think I learned a lot in Argentine (actually, I would love to go back there. What a wonderful country!).
Tomorrow, I'm leaving to Valença. Carnival is just there and I really want to spend it by my friend's side. I still don't know what I'm going to do there, but I'm relly sure I'll appreciate it. I always enjoy if I'm with them (read: him).

Well, I've got to go now. Tourism classes at 7:00 a.m. tomorrow, and I'm still surfing on the internet.

xxxxxx. Lots of love,
Ana :)

Quando te chamarem de lado e disserem que seu olho está brilhando demais, sorria. Quando te chamarem a atenção por estar olhando para o vazio, sorrindo sozinha, agradeça. Você está apaixonado :)
Quando o pão com ovo for tudo o que você quer, significa que você sente falta de quem o prepara. Quando você se abraçar durante a noite, sentindo falta de algo, é aquele abraço que está longe.
É, estou amando. Amando a vida. Tudo me parece mais azul, mais brilhante. Tudo agora é mais intenso, mais verdadeiro, e faz mais sentido. Acordar me faz lembrar que tenho um dia pela frente, pra ser melhor, pra me garantir melhor, porque eu agora posso ver um futuro ao lado de alguém.
Estou me amando. Amando minha felicidade, meu sorriso incasável, minha força de vontade de continuar, apesar da dor da falta.
Estou amando alguém. Mas não é qualquer alguém. É alguém que me faz acordar e dormir de bom humor. Alguém que se casou com minhas falhas antes mesmo de me conhecer. Alguém que me respeita, me ajuda, me ama, me trata bem. Alguém por quem eu tenho imenso respeito, e imensa admiração.
Estou feliz. E agora eu entendo, de verdade, a dimensão da palavra 'felicidade'. É muito mais do que eu sempre imaginei.

:)