I fell like I've lost my entire soul. My heart is aching like if it was burning out.
This pain, oh it is going to kill me. I don't wanna breath, I don't wanna eat. I don't wanna understand, I just wanna see him. It's so strange, a mixture of sadness, of necessity. I shouldn't be so addicted, but I am. I wanna hold him, breath next to his ear. I must listen to his heart beating, his breathing. Feel his pulse, feel his hot blood in his veins. I wanna know he is nearby, and I wanna feel safe. I'm feeling so lost now, like if every wall and protection is going down, making no noise, so that nobody can see it.
If I could dive in thos sweet dreams that keep on singing in my head, I would. There is no distance, no pain. There is only happiness, and smile, and love. There's no empty.
Oh man, it hurts so badly.